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Tuesday, 16 March 2010

fire!!

I woke up and my chest felt really tight I was coughing constantly. then I opened my eyes and the room was covered in smoke. the fire alarm I had was not working because I had taken the batteries out for my clock. I needed to wake my partner up but he was not answering me. I grabbed my mobile phone which I always keep at the side of my bed and dialled 999 " help there is a fire and my partner is not moving I cried " . I needed to get out but also get simon out so I tried my hardest and finally got him to the front door, I then thought to myself I have to go back and I know it was a stupid idea and to anybody else it would of just been a picture but that picture means something to me I was about to lose all my possessions and was not willing to lose that. as I ran back through the thick clouds of smoke I could feel my breathing getting worse until I finally reached my picture standing on the fireplace. if I was going to die tonight at least my family would always have a memory of me and the picture would hopefully be passed from generation to generation.

black and white


black and white
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Tuesday, 2 March 2010

teddy bear

you are there by my side
with your smiley face and long legs
you comfort me when I'm sad
not judging anything that i do

you are by my side when i need you
cuddle me when I'm lonely
we travel around to different places
and have slept in many beds

you never pass comment when I'm not my best
or take to much room up
by my side everyday
my bob, my teddy bear

Tuesday, 23 February 2010

lean on me

growing up we were never close
as the years progressed we became inseparable
told you my darkest secrets
along with all the happy things

there was no secrets to hide
when i needed you, you was there

why didn't you put that trust in me
and tell me the things i needed to know
just hurts that's all

got to look forward now
the future is bright
and we will fight it together

i wish i had a magic wand

i wish i had a magic wand
to make it go away
I'd wave my sceptre over you
until you were okay

I'd think good thoughts
id send you love
I'd transmit healing vibes
my wand and i would surely beat
whatever the doctor prescribes

but this is time to get better
because there is no magic wand
so i cannot cast a spell
you know i love you
and you are always in my thoughts

mum you are the second half of me
without you I'm not complete
so i beg you to fight it and be strong
i love you so much it hurts

Thursday, 18 February 2010

text

i tend the mobile now
like an injured bird

we text, text, text
our significant words

i re-read your first,
your second, your third

look for your small xx
felling aburb

the codes we send
arrive with broken cord

i try to picture your hands
their image is blurred

nothing my thumbs press
will ever be heard
carol ann duffy

im a phone

I like being me because I'm always loved and touched, i hear so many different voices. I love being nosy, the secret text's that i store for my owner to look back on, even though sometimes i get thrown about she always comes back to me. I have saw so many thing and been to many places. I always look forward to the next day and where i will be going!!

drug thefts nurse killed 2 patients

looking down next to me stood a short haired lady as we exchanged story's. This was not how i imagined heaven to be, the last time i was on earth i remember being a moaning old lady. If i had just been quiet and kept my mouth shut, she would not of put that dangerous drug inside my body that had killed me. Looking back at the lady next to me she suddenly looked worried but later explained it was the same lady that had killed both of us and she was drugged as well. Together we had to get justice so we could be a peace!!

jailed for petrol bonfire

As i stood in the filled hall, waiting in a long line with a tray in hand, ready to get my lunch . I could hear the crowds of people talking behind me. I just felt so alone. Let me take you back and remind you of how i ended up in this lonely place called prison. It all started on the night of Saturday 12Th December. I was walking through the streets around 9pm and i saw a group i recognised knowing in my head that i should carry on and not draw any attention, but me being me went over curious of what was happening . They began to tell me there had been a big argument with the local family who ran the petrol station not wanting to look like a coward i said well why don't you give them a taste of there own medicine. After a while of making rash decisions we decided to play a small trick on them by stealing a few things when that was done we all walked out. As we done that one of the gang members lights a cigarette with a match and drops it on the floor. At that instant there was a blaze and we all ran but there was only ever me who got caught, not wanting to get any of the gang in trouble. So now i face 9 years in here for the crime that was committed that night. If only i had carried on walking!!!

girl tears £80m piccasso

walking through the huge gallery i could see all the amazing pictures . As i walked i put myself in each picture, mind wondering . As we continued walking through the hall i felt faint but just thought it was because i was warm. Suddenly i felt my body falling. The next thing i remember is being woken by my teacher and telling me the mistake i had made as i fell. I had torn an £80m Picasso painting
oops!!!

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

haiku

ray's caress girls hair
sun shines on the golden beach
beach ball moves slowly

flowers shine brightly
three legged dog barks loudly
breeze startles my eyes

children splash around
water gushing back and to
laughter hits my ears

bats and balls flying
running forward and backwards
crashing to the ground

leaves fall silently
birds singing in the blue sky
animals pass by

The lost girl

The clothes you wear separate you
the bright colours shining through
wide smile showing your warmth
eyes black and deep
memories hidden beyond

love poem

The day we met our lives begun
when we are together i feel whole
nothing could of prepared me for this
each day we spend together
the more i realise i love you
when we are apart i feel empty
excited for when we are reunited
thank you for making me complete
truly yours forever my love.

im a rug

why do people have to walk over me? all the different shapes and sizes of there shoes. why cant they just take them off? I have been moved away from my town and have been brought into this family. I like it when they go out or to bed because the dog comes and cuddles up to me. It scares me that big machine that makes a loud noise and goes back and to on me taking away all off my dirt and making me feel empty. all until somebody steps on me again.

im a mirror

stood here on the top of the radiator, facing me i catch a glimpse of the bed and the three beautiful pictures facing me. suddenly there is a lady that i recognise lots but every time i see her looking at me she is different. she talk to me and sings. i see her happy and sad, lively and lifeless. there are people who look at me but not familiar faces. wish they would just leave me alone and stop moving me to different places. i feel dizzy and sometimes i just want to be left alone, hate the feeling of that wet cloth going up and down round and round.